Why am I so scared all the time?
I hope this depression passes.
It always comes in a cycle. I'll be depressed for a week or so. But then I'll be completely fine. How do I tell my brain that it's just a phase? I cry in the shower because I know no one can hear me in there.
I'm so in love with him that it is almost ridiculous.
I imagine him holding me, or even just holding my hand.
I don't know how much longer I can take this.
I want him. I need him. He's everything I ever dreamed of and more.
The distance is like this constant pain in my stupid fucking heart.
I hate this.
I feel like I'm going to lose it. I feel like I'm just going to go insane and break his heart, along with mine. I can't allow that to happen.
Is it possible to miss someone you've never even met?
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