MY FUCKING SHIRT?
THE GOOD.
So I guess Africa, my best girl friend, doesn't really hate me that much. She HATES Mr. M but, that's to be understandable. She hasn't liked a lot of the guys I've dated except for maybe Fish and Metal Head. (The ex that left me for a slut) The rest of them, she basically hated. She doesn't really have room to talk though, I can't think of one single boyfriend she had that I totally got along with. We both tend to date ass holes.
Africa texted me and asked me what I was doing. I told her I was just writin like a fool, like I usually am, and she asked me if I wanted to go for a drive with her and her puppy. I said sure, I missed her and I was nervous for the awkwardness, but it wasn't that bad.
We both didn't mention the fact that I lied to her about why Fish and I broke up, didn't mention the fact that I'd cheated on him countless times, or anything like that. I wanted to somehow apologize, let her know that I'm not always going to be a bitch. I told her that I've been trying really hard to tell the truth, to be an honest person from now on. Her response?
"Oh hell, I lie every fucking day!"
So much for trying to make things right. Oh well. We got lost in a neighborhood full of rich ass houses, found the top of the world, and drank a couple beers. Then we went to Wal-Mart, used the bathroom and wandered around for awhile. I missed her.
I got home and texted back Mr. M, my controlling but adorable boyfriend and sat down to watch a super nerdy movie. It wasn't as good as I was hoping, but it was okay. Next thing I know, I was compelled to text Jacob.
So I did.
He asked me to call him, which was what I was hoping he would ask and I told him I would in a little bit. I had a feeling that he was back with his ex like he said he was planning on doing. It's not that I hate that he's dating someone else. That's not it at all. It's just that....I DON'T LIKE HIS GIRLFRIEND! I don't know why! I can't figure it out! She's not a skeezy skanky ho, she's not ugly, she's not a mean person, and Jacob obviously likes her. So what's the matter with me? I'm not exactly sure. I tried to tell him to go date Bob, but he wouldn't listen to me. MEN.
I probably shouldn't have talked to him on the phone last night. It's a total betrayal of trust for Mr. M and he already has trust issues out the wazoo. I couldn't help myself. I feel like I'm addicted to this guy, my best friend. We did just fine until I mentioned somewhere in that conversation my vagina and he totalllly fell silent. HAHA! It was funny but way messed up. I shouldn't tease like that, especially since we both have significant others. I don't think the conversation got too bad though, I told him what panties I was wearing and that was about it. Oh wait, he told me he could roll his r's. OUTSIDE of his mouth. RIGHT?!?!?!?!?!?!?! That's almost as good as me knowing how to flex my vagina!
I just love Jacob.
Africa texted me and asked me what I was doing. I told her I was just writin like a fool, like I usually am, and she asked me if I wanted to go for a drive with her and her puppy. I said sure, I missed her and I was nervous for the awkwardness, but it wasn't that bad.
We both didn't mention the fact that I lied to her about why Fish and I broke up, didn't mention the fact that I'd cheated on him countless times, or anything like that. I wanted to somehow apologize, let her know that I'm not always going to be a bitch. I told her that I've been trying really hard to tell the truth, to be an honest person from now on. Her response?
"Oh hell, I lie every fucking day!"
So much for trying to make things right. Oh well. We got lost in a neighborhood full of rich ass houses, found the top of the world, and drank a couple beers. Then we went to Wal-Mart, used the bathroom and wandered around for awhile. I missed her.
I got home and texted back Mr. M, my controlling but adorable boyfriend and sat down to watch a super nerdy movie. It wasn't as good as I was hoping, but it was okay. Next thing I know, I was compelled to text Jacob.
So I did.
He asked me to call him, which was what I was hoping he would ask and I told him I would in a little bit. I had a feeling that he was back with his ex like he said he was planning on doing. It's not that I hate that he's dating someone else. That's not it at all. It's just that....I DON'T LIKE HIS GIRLFRIEND! I don't know why! I can't figure it out! She's not a skeezy skanky ho, she's not ugly, she's not a mean person, and Jacob obviously likes her. So what's the matter with me? I'm not exactly sure. I tried to tell him to go date Bob, but he wouldn't listen to me. MEN.
I probably shouldn't have talked to him on the phone last night. It's a total betrayal of trust for Mr. M and he already has trust issues out the wazoo. I couldn't help myself. I feel like I'm addicted to this guy, my best friend. We did just fine until I mentioned somewhere in that conversation my vagina and he totalllly fell silent. HAHA! It was funny but way messed up. I shouldn't tease like that, especially since we both have significant others. I don't think the conversation got too bad though, I told him what panties I was wearing and that was about it. Oh wait, he told me he could roll his r's. OUTSIDE of his mouth. RIGHT?!?!?!?!?!?!?! That's almost as good as me knowing how to flex my vagina!
I just love Jacob.
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