my older sister makes me wanna choke a young child. She makes me so frustrated. Don't get me wrong, I love my older sister, she's family. She just makes me wanna choke a young child that's all.
She scrunched her nose up when she let out a high pitched laugh and gossiped with her friend in the kitchen. While I was trying to take a nap.
I still have a hard time figuring it out. Do I dislike her because she has perfect teeth? Is it because she's so confidant and sure of herself? Or maybe it's because she's self-righteous and thinks she knows best.
She smiled her perfect smile when she caught the bouquet. I didn't mind. I didn't really want it anyways. My aunt asks me where I'm working. I tell her I'm not and I feel her disapproving stare burn my eyes and my conscience. My sister chattered on about the returned missionary she was dating. It was what everyone wanted to hear. But not me. I didn't want to hear their murmurs of happiness and approval. Listen to how she has accomplished so much more than me and does so much better, therefore she IS better. That's why I don't fucking like her. She's better.
Weddings either make me want to get hitched or jump into a lake of fire.
My cousin and his new wife looked so happy. It almost made me puke.
I've had four guys recently tell me they want to marry me.
As you can all see, I am not exactly good wife material. If I'm the worst girlfriend ever, then I'm obviously not going to be a good wife! I should really just stay away from guys.
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