It's Been Four Years

(I'll write more about what happened with fish soon.)

Sometimes...I wonder.
I wonder what it would be like.
If I decided, 'What the hell' and showed up on your doorstep,
asking for you.

I wonder
If it would be completely foolish to tell you I would always love you.
If maybe it would be too painful to tell you I'm sorry.
If it would be wrong to say I miss you daily.
If it's been too long.

I wonder if you would have completely forgotten me.