Why try?

Riddle me this.
Why do I even fucking try?

Why did I even shave my legs? Forreal?!
Fish was cleaning his room and I start taking off my clothes. This is going to get his attention for sure. I still have my black boy shorts on, and I start kissing his neck from behind.
He goes, "Baaaabe...what are you doin?"
I say, "Nothin." with a wicked grin on my face.
He gives me a quick kiss and says, "Babe, not right now. I really need to finish putting these clothes away."
Are you fucking kidding me? I'm practically naked, throwing myself at him, and he wants to put away his laundry? Fuck!
But I'm not ready to give up yet. I start picking up clothes off the floor, bending over low. Trust me, I know his kinky weakness. But does he notice? No. He's hanging up his clothes. So I dejectedly put my clothes back on and help him. Finally when we're done cleaning he suggests that I come take a shower with him. I'm tempted to just say that I'm not in the mood anymore. That he ruined it. Then he'll be sorry, right?
But I'm still horny. Incredibly, despite my bitter attitude, I'm still fucking horny!
So we go in the really gross bathroom (it's gross cuz men don't know how to clean) and yet again I get naked. He walks past me to turn on the shower. Fuck that. Not this time. I'm going to get his attention. I grab his hand and put it right up against my cunt.
"Feel how wet I am." and I nip at his bottom lip.
BINGO. He's finally interested. We jump in the shower, start making out, everything is going great. I go to my knees and take him in my mouth because I know I'm better at giving head in the shower. Not exactly sure why, but that's just how it is. He doesn't last very long, which is to be expected because I know my skills are hard to handle. (Hey, I can boast a little bit.)
After he finishes, he goes, "Wow, babe. That was amazing. Woo, I'm so tired now." WTFF?!? Do you know what 'I'm tired' is code for?! No sex. That's what it is. I'm so bummed and hurt that when he fingers me in the shower, I fake an orgasm two minutes later just to get it over with. We get out of the shower, turn out the lights, and go to bed.
He lays there next to me snoring.
And I'm close to tears because I've got to be the ugliest girl on the planet to be turned down like that.